Sunday, April 26, 2009
- hmms -
hmmm..din felt like blogging for the past 2 days..my mind seemed blank..but i think i have to face reality..one day i will leave the world too and join my grandma..it's just a matter of time..so i should cherish every minute and every moment of my life with all my family/closest kin! I can say i don't have friends..i only have myself to talk to since my grandma left..i couldn't find anyone i could confide to..hmm..thats bad rite..i seemed to have little or no life..
these few days i thought of some goals i want to achieve..within just 1yr..haven really thought of the long ones yet..
firstly but not accordingly..i want to get my car license and buy a car could be 2nd hand of Mazda 3 Sp Series before the 1st yr or death anniversary of my grandma and drive everyone in my family/closest kin around and also drop by by offerings to my grandma every monthly anniversary after i gotten my car..
there is another short term goal i have in mind..which is shorter than de car goal..and it is to invite all my cousins for a trip to somewhere (definitely not singapore)..i would wan to sponsor the transport and the lodging..the rest will be up to self..and strictly no parents allowed LOL..i don't want to cut down the fun rite..sometimes just being able to travel with cousins ain't such a bad idea..just pure enjoyment and bonding without the hassle of restrictions with our parents around..hahas..since i don't have so called any friends to travel around..who know's this might turn out well? I'm still planning on my financial aspect..hopefully by this year end? lol..i don't know how will my other cousins react cuz i dun tink we went on a holiday tgt before =.=
ok i think i'd stop here..would continue this post month after month to see how's my execution planning going on.. =D
hmmm..din felt like blogging for the past 2 days..my mind seemed blank..but i think i have to face reality..one day i will leave the world too and join my grandma..it's just a matter of time..so i should cherish every minute and every moment of my life with all my family/closest kin! I can say i don't have friends..i only have myself to talk to since my grandma left..i couldn't find anyone i could confide to..hmm..thats bad rite..i seemed to have little or no life..
these few days i thought of some goals i want to achieve..within just 1yr..haven really thought of the long ones yet..
firstly but not accordingly..i want to get my car license and buy a car could be 2nd hand of Mazda 3 Sp Series before the 1st yr or death anniversary of my grandma and drive everyone in my family/closest kin around and also drop by by offerings to my grandma every monthly anniversary after i gotten my car..
there is another short term goal i have in mind..which is shorter than de car goal..and it is to invite all my cousins for a trip to somewhere (definitely not singapore)..i would wan to sponsor the transport and the lodging..the rest will be up to self..and strictly no parents allowed LOL..i don't want to cut down the fun rite..sometimes just being able to travel with cousins ain't such a bad idea..just pure enjoyment and bonding without the hassle of restrictions with our parents around..hahas..since i don't have so called any friends to travel around..who know's this might turn out well? I'm still planning on my financial aspect..hopefully by this year end? lol..i don't know how will my other cousins react cuz i dun tink we went on a holiday tgt before =.=
ok i think i'd stop here..would continue this post month after month to see how's my execution planning going on.. =D
beex never ending fairytales- 9:00 AM
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