Saturday, January 27, 2007

- sians ji pua! -

haish..sho sians..now i tink im stuck to blogging cuz nth to do! nobody ish free tuh go out haish..den i stand also cannot..sit also cannot..slp also canot..duno wad to do sia..still thinking of my 2nd pay..cuz duno they xfer to which acc..and also thinking of making hair and lenses!..hahas..den maybe 1 more mth later tinking of buying clothes,shoes,bag and many more!i wana learn how to shop..cuz i feel that im very outcast -_- everytime wear and bring the same things..i also feel abit awkward..haish..well work was boring..but doin night shift was great hahas..can go crazy..lol..hmm..suddenly i feel strange feelings..its like every emotion has been expressed during these holidays..like happy..sad..angry..regret..embarass..and alot la..haish..happy was becuz night shift can go crazy and working with a fren at the same time althou different so called *departments*..den sad was becuz im like the *joke* for every1..like j0,iS,sQ for laughing at me a nasi lemak face..den de short Mcus and Mjie for teasing me fat! i noe i am but dun repeat it ..haish..cuz it just made me wana eat lesser..feel fatter..and cutting fat!haish..den angry i tink is becuz im tired or wadsoever that i keep attitude with ppl even at home..regrets becuz i didn't express my feelings to the person i like for 2 yrs..i felt so sad when i saw his msn nick that he got stead lerh..well i tink if he happy den i will be happy ba..i give ur my blessings! den embarass is becuz of j0cex de thingy..i create so many troubles for her..but i duno y she angry awhile jiu ok lerh..cuz i totally faceless when i see her..i kinda pretended to smile smile to her..when actually im totally awkward..very sorry..cuz i didn't noe wad to do..everytime i see her i feel like crying..cuz i cant be my usual self lerh..hais..im a jinx..so i'll try to talk lesser to u..cuz soon u ar quiting le..den we cannot see each other le..den i wun create any troubles for u anymore..maybe this will make me feel better ba..hais.. k bahs i tink i stop here le..go slp le ba i tink..hmm buh buais

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